关于本书的决定和通知

  关于这本书的决定出来了,在这里和诸位分享一下。(之前今天发的给我屏了,说我违规,我申请解jin,被拒绝了,那我再发一次好了,用英语,抱歉,我也不想,但是被人屏了啊,)
  Iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks,soIwillgetstraighttothepointthenIwillsharethejourneyIhadyesterday:
  Thedecisionis,thisstorywillgoon,Iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeninthepast10months,withadailyminimumofabout3000words.
  Asforthatendofthemonthbenefit/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit,theonethatyoumustwrite4000wordsperdayminimumtobeabletoqualify,myresponseis:
  Fuckit.
  Now,forthejourneyIhadyesterday.
  Ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemergedvictorious,IhavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandIwillnotforgetyournamesuntiltheendoftime.
  ThisbookwasprettymuchdoomedafterIhadthattalkwithoneoftheeditors,hesentencedthisbooktothedeathrowbytellingmethesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatIamnogoodatall.
  Iwasfurious,butwasIfuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome?
  Theanswerisno,Iamnotthatna?ve.Iamfullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid.
  Heisanemployeeofaprofit-centredbusinessorganization,andthenatureofhisroleisnodifferenttothosesupermarketemployeeswhomanagethefreshproduceisle.Bysayingthis,Imeanhehastoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst,howthisproducereallytaste,heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.
  Andwhy?Becauseyoucan’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyoucan’thavearefundforfruitsandvegetables,youcan’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate.
  SohimsayingIamnogood,Iknowwhathemeans,hemeantIamnogoodasaprofitgenerating“vegetable(DrEvillittlepinkyposerighthere)”,butsayingthis,IamalsofullyawareIamnotperfect,coupleofreaderspointedoutspotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices,forthat,Iamgrateful.
  IamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfelsaidIamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlooking“vegetable”tobeputontheshelf——plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitsSci-FisectionisfilledwithMarvelDoujin,yeah,yougettheidea.
  SowhydidIhaveanoutburst,simple,Iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories,Iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig,notjustsomehobby,becauseIloveit,Ifuckinglovedoingit,Icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout——unlikemostwritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuniversityessay.
  So,aneditordecresmyworknogoodmeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears,again.
  Andhowmany“fewyears”canyougetinyourlife?
  SoIhadanoutburst.
  ThatoutburstisalsoduetothefactIwanttogopro,andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.
  Whendoessomeoddjobbecomeaprofession?Itbecomesaprofessionwhenitbecomesrecognizedbythesociety,itbecomesaprofessionwhenitisimbued/infusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.
  However,youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthestfewyears,mostbecomefurtherawayfrombecomingaprofessional.
  WearebecomingsomethingworsethanthoseAfricanhyenas,feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants,nevercreatinganythingnewandinteresting.
  Writersareconsumedbygreed,writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknowledge,thewisdomyouaccumutedthroughtheages,orlonghoursofstudy.
  WritersarebecomingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingIphoneproductionline,mindlessdrones,nothingmore.
  Wearenolongertouchthemindsandsoulsofourreaderswithourwords,wearesimplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.
  Imeannodisrespecttotheworkers,butIsimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat.
  Ourworkisbecomingmoreandmorecheap,sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafuckingjerkoff.
  4000wordseverydaymyass……
  Ifeltthephantomwhenyourdreamprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.
  IwitnessedthebirthofChinesewebnovel,seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine.
  ThesearemydemonsandIhadtofacethemagainyesterday,butthankstoyouguys,Iwasvictoriousonceagain.
  SomemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceIamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell.
  That’strue,butthenagain,Iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook,somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedworld,awesomebackgroundandarichstory.
  ButIamnotcuttingthisbookloose,everybookismycreation,mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.
  That’saboutitreally,theconflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme,givingmephantompain,thisisthefateofalrtworkersinasense.
  Iamlucky,Idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving,soIdon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse.
  So,amidfingertothoseassholesandadeepbowdowntoyou——myreaders.
  Staywithme,Iwillgetthere,Iwillshowyouabeautifulword,anexcitingstorythebestIcan.
  Iwillseeyoutomorrow